Sunday, March 21, 2010

Wish Luck....

Please wish best of Luck to my very dear friend Devesh....
he has IMT interview Today....
My all wishes are with him....and I know he will crack it please take 2 min of your time and wish him luck.

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Old Age Home...

Yesterday went to an old age home....went there with a feeling that I will do something for the people there but came depressed after looking at the condition there I felt I couldn't do anything,but I have to do something to bring them on track...
The first thing that i noticed there was that the living conditions were pathetic,
There are 64 people there out of which 30 are old women,22 children and 12 middle aged women who do the cooking cleaning stuff.
one of the ladies told us that they are thinking how to pay the school fees of the children for next month and how to meet the expenditure of there books etc..
on asking what there basic requirements were food,there were more people and less food and the condition is bad last time in saregudam the infrastructure was OK so we were able to get them on track but here it will take something special to get them on track..
and I am determined to get them on track and lets see what can be done have contacted a few NGO's for help lets see what happens...

Thursday, March 11, 2010

Shuffling between roles...

Its been a long time since I am here working 2 years
Human Brain is complex of complex nature it knows it cannot have the things it desires but still it does not stop from desiring .
These few days have been of a lot of ups and down,Form being down and out and almost written off Then bouncing back putting things on track in professional space and struggling in some other phase.
these days life had been a lot of frustrating one from big remoter comments to big appreciation comments "the thing is that I am searching for life".....I don't know how but I am actually searching for life...within myself...
Living in Isolation None of my friends know where I am these days My life after 2007 is cutoff completely..A few can guess but it is the way...Many of my loved ones are away from me...I miss you all dear but i will get back soon...The most trusted support and my strength Badu..I miss you a lot...
Things are deteriorating in the personal front..as well...
I had some hopes hanging on CAT exam but they were crushed to death .....but"its not how hard you hit..but how hard you get hit and keep moving on".."Fight live with your gloves on hit it before it hits you"....this is the thing that has kept me going till now and will keep me moving..
I have been and always will be giving life my best...best in my work ..best in my life....Best in the field...have a interview scheduled tommorow..
Some times back I used to ask god to give me this give me that....but from past one week I am just saying to god Help me to do my best....as it is said..
"To prepare is my duty, to achieve, MY DESTINY""